live fast & die young

It has been over two years. You are my first love. You are the most wonderful person I have ever met in my entire life. You make me so happy. I love you, and I always will. 

Ryan James. 

You are the single greatest thing, that has ever happened to me, and even though things are not always perfect, i know you will always be there for me whenever i need you. I love when your face lights up when you see me, like a kid on Christmas morning. I love when you scoop me up in your arms and kiss me. I love when you call me your princess, your baby, your wifey. I love how adorable your smile is. I love the butterflies I get when I am around you. I love you best friend, and I always will,

To Infinity & Beyond 

<3, Bwee.

 

RyBear,

11.29.10

Honey<3

today, was amazing, one of the best mondays i have ever had. every single thing you do, makes me so so happy. 

i can’t believe you poured that soup down the drain, you stinker! haha, you are just the biggest sweetheart.

“you’ve gone native… i was into it”

gotta love alec baldwin right?

haha i love you so much(;

i already miss you, can you believe it will be 11 months soon!

i remember when we first went out back in september of 09’… good times. and we cant forget our first kiss..

wow it was magical<3 it was everything i ever wanted, it was you, and me and i felt like my brain was just on fire and i was so nervous, my heart was pounding in my chest so loud and hard, i thought you would’ve heard it. and i remember breaking away and my face immediately broke into a smile(:

we are so cliche..

and my biggest fear, is not being able to call you mine, to wake up in the morning without a “good morning baby<3” text, to not be able to tell you everything and have you stand with open arms when i run to you crying, but what would kill me, is to see you with someone else, and knowing just how lucky she is. 

so i am grateful and i consider myself lucky to call you mine<3

i love you shnookums(:

forever and always 01.05.10

TO INFINITY AND BEYOND.

-bwee

xoxoxoxox…xxxxxxx 

2, December 2010

RyRy<3

- you are adorable

- you are so adorable

- you are REALLY FUCKING ADORABLE

i love you so much pooter, forev’s ect.

xoxo smooch smooch smooch

12. 4. 2010.

GAH, i cannot believe it is 11 months tomorrow:)

it’s been so long<3 and sweet, and perfect, and 

everything i’ve ever dreamed.

I remember back when we were new, and i was still nervous around you and I got huge butterflies in my tummy!

of course.. i still get those damn butterflies<3

I wish you were here baby. I am quite chilly.. and i wish we were snuggled up together in my sheets kissing, while you hold me, and my cold feet are pressed up against you and my little hands are in yours and i can fall asleep pressed into your chest.

god your an angel.

i mean cmon.. look at you.. OH wait, i’ll be right back, i have to pick up my JAWWW.

slut…

just kidding;)

I actually think it would be physically impossible for anyone to love anything more than I love you.

I am super extra duper psyched for tomorrow!

We get to hangout, on our anniversary, I get to kiss you all over, and then we get to go to partridge for our usual agenda, movie, Starbucks, dawdling around, holding your hand and dragging you to all the girly stores, (you really enjoy that;)) oh and i get to have my caramel fraaaap or a vanilla beannnn, ORGASM. we should even visit the itunes store, so we can take a new picture, we really need a new cute one(:

i am really excited to kiss you<3

i love how you kiss, it is incredibly sweet.

step by step, it starts with your lips parting over your perfect white, straight teeth, then you pull me in from my waist and go in, suckling my bottom lip and gently pressing into me. I love breathing in the smell of your cologne, as i look into your eyes, it is incredibly intimate and you are so so sexy.. and when your hand reaches up to my face as you brush the hair out of my eyes and kiss me again, with your thumb caressing my check. 

it is so so… amazing<3

like heaven;*

Plus tomorrow we are seeing TANGLED(:

aka, the best fucking movie EVER.

I have been dying to see it with you, since the first time I saw it, I was just thinking about us the whole time.

you would be Flinn Ryder, or Eugene, and I would be pwincess Rapunzel<3

I love when you call me your princess, I suppose I am a tad spoiled.. but thats your fault(;

you give me the world.

you give me you.

you are, my world.

<3

i love you ry, always have, always will.

happy anniversary sweets;* <3

xoxo, brianna.

forever

p.s. 

this is us!

February 26, 2011

Ry,

I couldn’t imagine my life without you.

At school:

-No one to hold hands with in the halls.

-No one to pick me up in the air and squeeze me.

-No one to help me pass chemistry.

In the summer:

-No one to model my short shorts for.

-No one to walk along the beach with.

-No one to go boating with.

-No one to hold me when it gets cold.

-No one to make out with when the sun sets.

-No one to to watch the fireworks with.

-No one’s tan and delicious abs to admire.

-No one to pick me up and go on a road-trip with. 

-No one to bring me milkshakes.

In life:

-No one to go to stupid family parties with.

-No one to share special memories with.

-No dates to prom.

-No one to kiss my nose.

-No one to nibble on my ear.

-No one to sing me to sleep.

-No one to marry and move to North Carolina with.

-No one to make hot coco with.

-No one to play guitar for me.

Nothing, No one, but you.

I love you sweetheart, and I know we’re young.

No, at the top of our lungs, there’s no
No such thing as too young

-Pierce The Veil

Ryan remember what you told me?

After one of our fights?

You said “It makes us who we are and shows us were not perfect, but that we are perfect for each other, and baby your my life. I wouldnt have it any other way.”

I love you, every part of you.

I love the mole on your cheek. I love your back muscles. I love your big smile. I love your eyelashes. I love your slightly large forehead. I love your hitchhikers thumb. I love your deep voice. I love your perfect white teeth. I love the beauty mark on your pinky. I love your laugh. I love when you tickle me. I love when you make goofy faces and voices. I love the way you kiss me after you cry. I love the way you look in v-necks. I love when you pick me up and hold me tight. I love the way your hands feel when they wrap around my waist. I love the way you eat sandwiches. I love the way you hate wearing shirts. I love how tan you get in the summer. I love our “I love you more fights”. I love that you make me want to be a better person. I love your cute little text messages. I love when I get pissed and hang up, and you ALWAYS call me back, even if i’m wrong. I love your lips. I love that you know everything about me. I love that I can trust you. I love that you don’t care what people think. I love you. 

More. 

xoxo 

March 6, 2011

Ryan, 

Thank you for being mine.

I can’t even imagine not being with you. I would hate being single. 

-I would be alone on valentines day. No one to cuddle with, or come over on rainy Sundays. I couldn’t call you if I needed someone to vent to, cry to, or comfort me. I wouldn’t be able to wear your sweats when I’m cold or have you give me footrubs when I’m stressed. I wouldn’t have anyone to share my Dr. Pepper with, or hold hands around the mall with. I wouldn’t have someone to open my locker for me, and to help me with my books. I wouldn’t have someone to always have my back or to catch me when I fall.

I wouldn’t have you babe, and I never want to live in a world where that is the case. I couldn’t do it. I love you, with everything I have. I would carry the world for you, swim the ocean to get where you are, I would jump in front of a train to push you out of the way. Because the world, couldn’t exist if you weren’t in it. I couldn’t exist, either. 

Could you picture being single? 

What would it be like for you if I wasn’t in your life… 

You could do whatever you wanted, you perfect boy.

Climb Mount Everest, Sky Dive, Bungee Jump, you don’t need me. 

But I need you. 

More than you could ever know. 

Sweetheart, never change. 

Love always, B.

March 22, 

If I ever lost you, I would have nothing. 

You’re my everything Ryan. My forever, my always, & I love you. 

This is my promise ring. This ring means the world to me. I wear it everyday, and every night. It isn’t just pretty to look at, or some accessory. It symbolizes how much you love me, so that I can look down at it and think of you, even when we are not together. This is our promise to each other, to love each other forever, to infinity & beyond. You made a promise when you gave it to me, and i know you will keep it. I love you Ryan.

Ugh I seriously cannot wait to marry you.